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Hurt

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Now it burns down deep inside
it writhes and screams
as I try to hide
from my own feelings
as I push them away
They come and go
always to stay
and stab at me
and grab my throat
and strangle me
I have no hope
I fear I have
just hurt the one
the only one that
I've ever loved
but I must hold still
I must be strong
My own self
must be the one
that comes first
within my life
I must hold on
throughout this strife.
I hope it passes
that pain that's there
now that I've told
now she must bear
the weight I've let
upon her arms
Maybe she
will realize
how much I mean
to her surprise
All those times
that we shared
I hope they're there.
I hope they're there.
Ugh. I did something today that I wish I didn't have to do...but I had to say what was on my mind..and I just...ugh. I should've done it in a nicer way. It was the first time I delibrately done or said something that I knew may hurt her.

I wish I was out of this trap...one made by chemical imbalances and isolation.
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